18: The Realist State

Since the last traumatic episode I’ve been thinking in Three’s and it’s helping me. Mind, Body and Soul. God, Christ and Holy Ghost.

The Middle Way is Christ {aka} The Tree of Life, while The Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil had us trapped thinking in Two’s before: Black or White, Live or Die, Truth or Lie.

So are you ready for the craziest Lie? I’ll tell you The Big Deception we’ve been walking with, even though it’s hard to admit, due to the blasphemous nature of calling out a false savior. Sparing details {that trauma is blocking} what’s been revealed is that the man we all assumed to be Jesus here in our crew had been Math wearing a disguise this whole time. I was crushed by this revelation. Why is Nothing Straight Forward?!

Of course this induced another meltdown. “Please guys, this is too crazy. I just want to go back to the Train and find a way out of this Hill,” I cried.

“Mind your anxieties, Lindy.” Cap reprimanded, “We’re too close to Center for such impulsive wishes for regression. Now, let’s put our heads together and regain our strong connection.”

“Sure thing Cap, sure.” I leaned my head down and wept.

“Amazing how she’s such a Chicken!” Math laughed, “haha-having another Egg-stistencial crack up, Lindy the mid-wizard? Can’t take a Yolk?”

“Jeeves, tell Math that he’s not funny,” I pleaded. “He’s beyond left field — Math is hiding behind the bleachers sniffing his own fingertips.”

“Yes,” says Jeeves, “Math seems to be fixated on The One being The Chicken and The Zero being The Egg. He finds the binary code to be inherently humorous. Yet to the point—”

Jeeves turned to face Math and continued, “We wouldn’t be Here without Her, would we? Without her magnetic hen-like pull towards The Egg inside The Center, we’d still be stuck looping like fools, just riding on half-truths being tossed about for sport in the outer mind fields. Totally fruitless.”

“True, True,” nods Math. “I’ll tilt my head towards that.”

I blew my nose on my shirt sleeve and cleared my throat. “Ok guys, so this is what I think: Dorothy found that the Wizard of Oz was a false wizard, and so we’ve found that Math was a false savior. Even though Math saved us from The Lindoid, he’s still only another super ego, with his own agenda.”

Math smiled at me knowingly then shrugged. “There’s only so much One can do,” he said. “We all have our limits, Lindy. You can see me as the light of this World, and you’d be correct. I do abolish darkness where I can. The one you call The Lindoid was the dark Adversary known as Satan, while I am the Illuminator known as Lucifer.”

I gasped. Jeeves clutched his top hat. Cap scratched his beard and grumbled.

“Well you wanted the Truth,” Math laughed with his classic disregard for my fragile human condition. “I am the-lesser-evil often mistaken for the Good because in many ways I do reflect Good. I’m a lot like you humans in that way. I Am Not The Way, but I Am Curious to Find The Way along with you.”

The Captain spoke up then. “This makes a lot of sense, really. The Knowledge of Good and Evil this world offered was only ever knowledge of Evil and the Lesser Evil.”

That’s when it clicked. I was done with the old ways of False Duality and ready to move into the Truth of The Trinity.

So we keep moving because Greater Truths still await us, and we pray for The Christ to Claim Us as Fruits Fallen from His Tree of Life.

For it is in Heaven: God, Christ, and Holy Ghost, as it is on Earth: Satan, Christ and Lucifer. Christ is the Connection between the higher and lower worlds and that’s why He Is The Way Out of this game of maddening mind-cluckery.